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Oh. And i freaking like this song. Hahahahahahahha

That's why i always say. Fat is the new sexy :)

Wah. Fucking hell think that I'm sad over something or some shit. Ask me to tell u? Jolly well go and fuck off. Oh.......u don't know what u actually did to me right. Ppl leave a nice little fullstop there, u go and take it further and poke the fucking page. Still act as if u fucking care. Don't give me that "I care for you attitude". You really really didn't know how much u affect me till now. Please. Fuck off from my life. 

Fuck off.

Ahead of me lies nothing but the future :)

Well, I'm trying my best to learn this song. But the video below is this very super good guitarist playing the song 'Jeux Interdits'. I'm attempting to play the basic version though. Like the song. Don't ask. 

当我想像我自己连一个成就都没有，心里一直在想我好没用。 连一个能让我自豪的事都没有。 我才发现到自己少了一个叫‘责任感’。没了这些事， 什么都会烦。 我好想有人在度陪我过我的喜怒哀乐，可是少了‘责任感’ 这个字，我也不想在伤害别人。说我多心也好，我还是会有这个烦恼。A‘ 水准都没及格，学业也不是说很好。真的没有一个能让我觉得我已经成长了，能为别人着想。一天没有这个责任感， 多爱那个人我都不可能去给她承诺。我曾经对一个朋友说过 “当你能完完全全顾虑到你的生活，就能证明自己能够顾虑到别人的生活， 并且能够好好的照顾她一辈子”。 就是这个意思。

Anyway, thank you for hearing me out :)

Status Quo

If anybody did notice my disappearance from the 5th till the 8th of May, don't fret. It was just Genting. Was quite a blast and blog posts will be going up soon. Just need to collect, quoted from Diana, " a little pictures". So, if I do procrastinate, blame the internet or something. It's more convenient.

Went to have "a little drink" with J, G, H, S, I & M. Well, you could say it was only me, J and G. I could safely say that my alcohol tolerance level dropped to the pits. Gin tonic, one shot and 2 glasses of wine and I'm out. Not that out, but HIGH and tired. Notice the caps. Cabbed home and slept. 

Before that it was the fund raising event at the country club. It's some golf event where people come to pay for golf and get a shot at trying the hole-in-one. You just have to try driving the ball from destination to that hole in one try and you get a mercedes. Sounds easy right. WRONG! Only a few made it to the greens, nonetheless the hole. 

Well, bottom line is, woke up at 4pm. And feeling all fussy wussy. I could say it's a weird/happy dream. 

Ps: Oh, and I changed the song. Nice eh?

Back

:)

After watching that episode of 康熙来了, really really make me think about _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _.

Afterall, who doesn't want to settle down. But yea, my ideal age would be around 27 or 28. It's still too early to think about this though.

For now, with so much time at hand, I probably figure that what she say might be right. There may come a time when I have to depend on myself. 2 and a half years for my first and 1 and a half years for my second. I would have to take it step by step though. 

At my age, I really think I need to settle down and think of what I should do in the future. Well, one aspect of my life failed, but at least I can further my education now. And I know what I want to do in the future. But there's this time when I was talking to my friend when we were chilling at the reservoir, and he told me there is no loss or it wouldn't hurt if I at least try to apply it once. Well, it's like a dream of mine. It's a big dream. Something that needs a great amount of responsibility. But yea...like he said, if I don't try, I really wouldn't know. 

Volunteer work. anyone?

YEAH

Wednesday, Friday and Saturday was all my training for my job. 4 hours for each training. Then, Sunday was the evaluation. Went well, a few hiccups here and there. Working this wednesday, thursday, friday and sunday. Hope I don't forget anything. 

Anyway, Saturday went out with Eugene, Olivia, Kiat Hwee, Teck Wei and Yong Liang. Super long never see Yong Liang sia. And the rest of the armpits like cannot make it. Kin Lung as usual go missing. The rest I guess they're not free. After my training last Saturday, made my way down to city hall to meet them. Then, we went to changing appetite. The burgers look smaller than the ones I eat, but......FREAKING FULL i tell you. The fries practically pass to teck wei to eat. Must  be the bun I tell you, the bun must be like 150% full of starch. Machiam stick to the Stomach. After dinner we slack a while then me, Olivia and eugene went off to phuture. Damn long never go club. Suddenly feel all weird. Can't drink as much as before too. Met up with Eugene's friend, Shi Sheng (I hope it's correct), he can hold his liquor very well!Plus I tell you, if you ever want to go phuture right. You better bring along one whole team of basketballers. Best is all centre or power forward. Tell you ah, the girls there can squeeze. The guys there even worse. Squeeze until i become molecule. Vibrate on the spot. Ended up walking to zouk. Even though music is house ah. But not bad, because they invite overseas dj i guess. But, the whole point is, very long nv meet up with my peeps. Went home around 5am??

Yong Liang shy ah. Like maiden like that....orh.....

Diao wad diao......

Yong Liang the burger. Erm... I mean yong liang and his burger

Kiat Hwee with his barbarian burger or smth

Classic Photo ok. Can never get this anywhere.

Olivia!

Kiat, Eugene and Olivia

Nb...so serious

Nb...go kee siao

Group Photo!!!!!

Drinks @ phuture. Only one grey goose.

Me!!!!!

Shi Sheng, Eugene and Me

Sorry. My facial expression can be explained if you read the details carefully

Monday

Nua at home all day. Woke up at 7am. Been waking up like that since god knows when. I think because I've been sleeping damn early. Like 9pm like that?? Sometimes even 8pm I think. Around six I went off to my outlet at Bedok Reservoir Rd block 633. The place quite chapalang ah. But I can say inside quite neat. Brief a while on what to take note off and I went to bugis to meet up with Lek and Brian. Congrats to both of you on ur commission ah sirs! Lek was back at air force and brian got posted to BMT. muahahah....adriel good luck man. haha...went to eat at Aijisan. Then, went off to sheesha at Haji lane. Very long never catch up with Lek also. Talk quite abit. But brian like quite shagged. Afterwhich went to toast box for coffee and some bread. Then train back home. 

Money money...where are you.....stupid......

Finally

Finally, tomorrow I will be going to my job training from 1pm to 4pm. And it's at Boon Keng. Hope I can get accepted after the evaluation at the end of the 3 days training. But let's not get too optimistic shall we?

Anyway, I came across this video again and I don't really know if you people will be interested not. But anyway here goes, I explain further later.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RdTBml4oOZ8

Nessun Dorma sang by Luciano Pavarotti. I know you guys/girls might not be so interested in opera. But guess what, me too. Although I'm not an avid fan of opera but this, this caught my eye and I was seriously astounded by his passion. You'll know what I mean when you watch till the end. 

This is what I call passion.