到不了

到不了

你眼睛会笑弯成一条桥
终点却是我永远到不了
感觉你来到是风的呼啸
思念像苦药竟如此难熬
每分每秒
我找不到我到不了
你所谓的将来的美好
我什么都不要你知不知道
若你懂我这一秒
我想看到我在寻找
那所谓的爱情的美好
我紧紧的依靠紧紧守牢
不敢漏掉一丝一毫
愿你看到

How true is that. Sometimes, things are just before u. Just that either we don't know it or we don't cherish it.

Another day

3 more days to my crucial exams. Damn those exams. Having airline and busfund on friday and airport on monday. And then is VIOLA!!!~~ Probably i will find a job as a relief teacher and smack those students who naughty or smth. hahaha....today went to sch to study. Study not until 3 hours den simon decided to play basketball. Of course....being the itchy-handed me, I also went to play with him. Ended up going home around 3 plus i think. And today wasn't exactly as productive as ever. Sucks man.....

You know somethings it sucks thinking too much. Probably it's me who thought too much that's why I'll be in this predicament. I'm like expecting something but it's kinda obvious that I was the one thinking so much. So it's better for me to forget it. It's probably just something screwed up that popped into my head. That's explains everything. I hope. If not, i'll just work my way through the holidays to forget this kinda stuff. This sucksssss...this wheeling sucks big time. sucks sucks sucks sucks sucks. 

Valentines day was a alright i guess. My gift this year was by pearlyn. It's a lollipop that looks like a lion/alligator to me but it's super sweet of her. And she bought like tons to give out to the peeps. Saturday went out with brian, got to catch Valkyrie. It's quite a nice show despite people saying it hasn't got an ending. It's got an ending what...... It's worth watching though. Afterwhich we went to kathib to check out the prawning area. Damn ex...like 10 bucks an hour and it was like tons of couple there. We're like some losers there if we go prawning. ahahha. so i decided to call diana to ask whether if she wanna go clark quey not. So we headed to clark quey to wait for the both of them. Waited at the bloody bridge linking to arena. And there was TONSSSSS of couples. Me and brian were like sitting on the bridge and looking out for losers like us. And there they was, two losers sitting opposite us and we were laughing like nuts. cos we were also the two pathethic people there sitting on the bridge. When diana and belinda came, we went to highlander to drink.

my wishful thinking man.....

Happy

Danny is smiling. Shit ass :)

It's day 2!

YEAH! so far I have been successful from the start of my no carbs policy.

Day 1: My first obstacle was of course, zhi char. Olivia wanted to meet up with us for dinner b'cos she'll be busy i think. We went to changi village to eat at our usual place. Ordered like 8 dishes for 12 people. But the weird thing was I didn't have rice to compliment those dishes. Damn sian can. But no worries. I manage to resist temptation and not eat any rice. After which, we went to Olivia's house to chill. Played some mahjong and drank a little because I had to study for leadership that night. 

That's diana and belinda. Team 1

Team 2: me

Team 3: teck wei

Team 4: Olivia and Michelle

Me, ken, Jason & Clement :)

Us :)

Day 2, Sat 7th Feb

Woke up by 10am to study my leadership test again. Went to school by 2.45pm and took the stupid test. I guess it's a so-so kinda paper. Got some parts hard got some parts easy. But overall still ok ah. After the paper went home for dinner bcos my brother's going back to aussie for his last sem and my parents wanted to have a steamboat. There goes my test no. 2! No rice. No carbs. Damn......Just eat the ingredients lor....even dong fen i also nv eat ok!! 

Tml's a new day again!

 

I shouldn't be thinking of this. F*ked up.

Busy Busier Busiest. If that's how you spell it.

FunHTBus is like finally down for me. Got over and done with all its project and final sem test. Wasn't so bad but maybe not as good as my term test i guess? Now, I'm up with the SQ006 project, airline project, airport project (tml handing in) and leadership test this saturday. By then, it will mark the start of my mugging season, which will leave me 10 days for me to study. Please tell me miracles do happen :)

By the way, I the biggest bet with fy, simon and julian today at mac. No carbs for me and fy for one whole month. Not even white bread, fries or potato. One month doesn't sound a lot right? But trust me, for someone who is constantly eating rice like nobody business, it is actually quite tough. You know what's the forefeit? Cut my hair botak. That is like the worse thing that can ever happen to me. I took SOOOOOOOO LOOOONGGGG to leave my hair until like that (not like it's very long but...wad the heck). I die die also will last through this bet. See la! Bet on impulse la. 

To kind souls out there who do not wish to see me botak, please, remind me not to eat ANY carbs until the 6th of march.

I love generating revnue :)

Pondering about my post title? Yep! I love generating revenue = I love mahjong 

In the afternoon when I just woke up, my brother told me that they are playing mahjong. So went to play until 5pm. Had a long break and was doing airport project for jm. Afterwhich I ate dinner and we continued playing till like 12am. Hahaha...can't blame us ah. My brother's going back to australia soon and we only get to play mahjong often during new year. But the best part was that I won a fair bit of money, contributing to my savings over the new year :)

Anyway, fyi, I got introduced to the world of mahjong a few years back. After years of "tutorial lessons" inside and outside of my house(& paying lots of money to the winner), I manage to play a little better. And we always have this concept that playing mahjong will increase ur mathematical skills. I really think so. Plus, it helps with those who cannot multi-task, like me. Now I can proudly say that I can "PONG" or "QI!!!!" or "HU!!!!!!!" while watching the telly. OK...a little bullshit. But nonetheless....it's still quite a feat for me k when everyone fully understands the extent of my multi-tasking skills.

Back to a topic that I don't really like to say. Exams. Well, this whole week I've got 3 tests and 2-3 projects pending. ASMHF is still stuck while airline and airport is, how to say.... Undergoing :) Wish me luck! And wish all of u the best of luck! (if u're in the same predicament as me....)

Happy Cny! Still? :)