I've learnt something new:)

It's been long since I've blogged. Well, this is a short post I would say. But i guess this would be a ranting post. Got something to say

Is this getting wrong or right? I'm afraid things might get out of hand and I might get carried away. This sounds damn silly but the past few days I don't really know why, but it has been my freaking happiest days in this entire year. If you're seeing this (and I'll be damned if this happens......), I don't know what the hell am I talking already la... 

Is this getting wrong or right? Is this getting wrong or right? Is this getting wrong or right? Is this getting wrong or right? Is this getting wrong or right? Is this getting wrong or right? Is this getting wrong or right? Is this getting wrong or right? Is this getting wrong or right? Is this getting wrong or right? Is this getting wrong or right? Is this getting wrong or right? Is this getting wrong or right? Is this getting wrong or right? Is this getting wrong or right? Is this getting wrong or right? Is this getting wrong or right? Is this getting wrong or right? Is this getting wrong or right?

Tip of the day (to myself): Step back and assess the situation. Think about what people's reaction when you do certain actions. This is something that is lacking. Thanks Xuan! 

Told u it will be a short post.

Shitty feeling

Sorry if I've not been posting anything. Things are shitty as usual even after exams. Well, at least I've got something to look forward to and keep my mind off. Will post soon :)

Announcement

I am offically sick. Flu's a bitch...

Oh determination.....where the hell are you?

This is getting from worse to worst. No productivity at all I tell you. Plus I keep on looking at fb. Dunno why, like maybe something might pop out of my lap top like that. Without lap top also cannot accomplish much, cos my tut's are inside there. Hate it and love it. Well.....

Today I can tell you it will be a boring blog post. 

But how about we spice things up. As you know, a certain person in our class is known to have two personality. (some split personality disorder or smthing) He's actually quite nice but deep down....tsk tsk....yearning for......

TADA~~~

The confessions of XXXXX

Well, looks to me like the name's quite obvious. Oh, anyway, pardon me if I say that you eat a lot ah. For you wrote some certain comments on fb photos ah. Think I never see right, just that I never tag only. Well, you're it!!! 

Things are getting shittier by the day. Why the hell am I envying?

Over the weekends

Guess my weekends are freaking busy as usual...

Friday - Picnic day :)

Went to Marina barrage to have picnic. Everyone brought some food over to eat. I prepared nachos with sauce whereas jm got some hot dogs and simon brought over chips. Diana, Julian and Mujia brought over some drinks. 

To be honest, I didn't actually know what marina barrage was for and me & jm thought it was just a waste of taxpayer's money. (govt wanna sue u, at least i pulled jm along with me) But in actual fact, it's actually a.....

The patch of grass beneath us is actually the whole pump. The whole reservoir serves I guess 2 purposes. One is to hold fresh water, another is to act as a preventive measure when storm kicks in. When it rains at the city, water gets trap and sometimes, it might get a little nasty as flooding might occur. So the possible solution is to pump out the rain water collected at the reservoir and into the sea. And vice versa. As you can see below, that whole bridge is the gateway between fresh water and sea water. Nice right?...

Okay, enough of the fun facts, these are like my chips dipping sauce. But these savage hunger people use the hotdog to go and dip into the sauce. (bet that's jm's hand lor...)

Saw some apache and chinnooks hovering around the city. Guess maybe it was for ndp. Well, I was just being courteous and signalled to them to land and have some chips....

Explored around the area and went to the Sustainable Singapore Gallery along with Diana and Julian. Kind of cool and nice atmosphere. Had some great designs over there. And we managed to see a model of how the barrage actually works

But..in the mean while, had some photo taking sessions. F.O.C

Tada!!!!!

Nice view eh???

Well, Diana had to go to work and then we went off soon after. 

Took MRT to orchard along with the rest. Julian went off first and I went off soon after to meet my parents for dinner. Had dinner at Manpuku Japanese Gourmet Restaurant over at Tampines one. Ate quite alot and the way we get food is like going to mache. Didn't really have pictures cos I didn't have any camera. So koped some pictures to tempt you all inside. This is what we had over dinner....or maybe less then what we had.... heee...

End up eating like $78++ dollars...hahah...but not bad..got lucky draw some more. 

After dinner I headed down to phuture to meet up with Shi Sheng and Eugene they all. Cos it was Shi Sheng's birthday, so he opened 3 tables. Had a little bit of drinks. haahahah...anyway, gave him this sake bottle as a present, since he like drinking. 

Happy 20th Birthday Bro!! (Shi Sheng is the on the extreme right)

Saturday - Swimming day

Woke up at 10.30am to get prepared and met xuan, guo ming and kiat hwee at my house downstairs to swim. I haven't been swimming for quite long though. We swam till like 2.30pm and then headed off to Ikea to meet up with yang zhi and jason. Had a DAMN heavy lunch cos neither of us had breakfast in the morning :)  Shared like 15 meat balls with kiat and had a nasi brani myself, along with a herring plate. Suuuper nice, but suuuupeeer full also. In the end went to drink coffee at starbucks back in tampines. When it was around 4.45pm I suddenly realised tt I had to cover bedok for jenny that day. And I was running late cos I was supposed to be there by 5pm to meet up with the aircon service man. I took cab down just to realise that the aircon man was late too. Suck thumb until cannot suck. Jenny, being the super nice girl she is, went to meet me cos i didnt have keys to the bedok branch. Eh, she came down from like the west side all the way to block 85 there can. So, just worked all the way till nine.

Sunday - Food Day:)

It was an armpits outing. Met up with xuan, kiat, tecko and jason at bugis junction. Jason reserved a table over at sketches. Not bad ah the food there, had this custom made pasta dish where you choose your choice of pasta, your sauce, your toppings and side dishes. Had some marinara sauce along with linguine and some other toppings. But kiat's one was the best. It was like a pizza. But kneaded in a way that it looks like a big dough dumpling. Damnnn nice I tell you. haha..sound like doing advertisement for that restaurant. But if you wanna go there it's on the first floor of parco bugis :)

Had deserts later at Ah Chew 甜品店. ALSO SUPER NICE. I ordered this cold mango sago with pamelo. Wah, never had a better one in my life can. I seriously swear!! After deserts, we met up with kin lung and hao sheng. Went to sheesha over at Arab street and slack and wait for Kin lung. Guess what we had for dinner? 麻辣火锅!! AND IT'S ALSO DAMNNNNN NICE. The soup base like not bad and the ingredients fresh. But one person like $20 like that. Not bad for a steamboat shop

Anyway 食物就在这里到一个段落。For those people who wants to eat these restaurant but dunno how to go. Can contact me!! mauahahha......

Very long never meet up with you guys like this le, meet up soon :)

Step by step...

Some girl went to blog about my tragic incident today, and once she posts on her blog it'll be like 93.3fm that kind, so, I'm going to explain this tragic incident of mine today.... *shakes head*

The story goes like this......

After school, which ended about 5.30pm, I went off for work at bedok reservoir road. Reached there quite early. Had some bread before going in. I was working until 7 plus when this MAN came in and said in a FREAKING HIGH PITCH VOICE WHICH SOUNDED LIKE A WOMAN (I shall name him as Shemale)...

Shemale: Ah...boy ah...your this mempersheeep ah...hoow to apply ahhh??

*remember, the voice isn't suppose to be like this, in a state of shock, but still tolerable*

Me: Errmm, membership is actually free, you just need your IC and a minimum $10 top up, but the top up belongs to your movie credits

*not yet suspicious....*

Shemale: reaallly ah.....like that ahhh.....so boy ah, you work here how long ooleady?

*getting a bit suspicious, cos normally cust don't really ask this*

Me: I work for around 2 months already, oh, you know about the promotion for the .....*tries to divert the attention*

Shemale: ya ya ya, I know, so......boy ah....you stay around here???

*going into state of shock....*

Me: errrrrrrr....ya ya .....i stay around this area (for those who dunno where i stay, i lied to him)

Shock number 1

Shemale: so....where you stay ah?? what block ah boy???

Me: ermmmmm......i stay at block 623......around here lo......

Shemale: oh....( HERE COMES THE SHOCKING PART)...ah boy ah...you know how to drinnnk beeerr ma??

Me: NO! *shakes head and starts glaring at tt shemale*

So she attempts to ask for my no, but in a super odddddddd way, she looks at the promotion poster where there's the hotline number, and thinks that it's my handphone no.

Shemale: Ah boy ahh...den this phlone numbar hor....is it your no??

Me: no...that's the hotline number, it's another staff picking up de

Shemale: Huh....like that ah...then this is who's number? What's the name?

Me: is another staff's number....*denies any name*

Shemale: (and she asks again) so.....you wreally dont dwrink ah.....???

This time i really got pissed...i glared at the shemale damn fierce, in an attempt to scare her away. you know it's like a bear chasing you and all u have to do is to growl even louder and fiercer at the bear, apparently, this works on this bitch bear.....

Me: NO!!! I DONT DRINK...

Shemale: ohh...ok....never mind lah....*walks away...*

So what's the bottom line of this story? I've got harrassed...for the first time in my 20 years of my life. And for goodness sake, it's a bloody faggot.....I was amazed by myself not to spew out any vulgar language at tt shemale, afterall, shim is the customer what......

And for ppl who don't really know me....I don't particularly hate fags but u come and annoy me and u're crossing the line.....that's it man...

This is fucked up.

Reminiscence

This was like my favourite band back then, called 梦飞船。U can call me old or anything. But this is really damn nice. Ok...back to study for tommy's test :(

不值得
梦飞船
除了想你除了爱你
hu ~我什么什么都愿意
翻开日记整理心情
hu ~我真的真的想放弃
你始终没有爱过
你在敷衍我
一次一次忽略我的感受
我真的感到力不从心
无力继续
这感情不值得我犹豫
不值得我考虑
不值得我爱过你
这种回忆不值得我提起
不值得想起
不值得哭泣
这段感情早就应该放弃
早就不该让我浪费时间找奇迹
这样的你不值得我恨你
不值得我为你而坏了心情
我决定不为你而毁了心
放弃爱你
除了想你除了爱你
hu ~我什么什么都愿意
翻开日记打开心情
hu ~我真的真的想放弃
你始终没有爱过
你在敷衍我
一次一次忽略我的感受
我真的感到力不从心
无力继续
这感情不值得我犹豫
不值得我考虑
不值得我爱过你
这种回忆不值得我提起
不值得想起
不值得哭泣
这段感情早就应该放弃
早就不该让我浪费时间找奇迹
这样的你不值得我恨你
不值得我为你而坏了心情
我决定不为你而毁了心
不为你而放弃爱情
不为你而毁了心
我决定不为你而毁了心
放弃爱你

Crammy days in all crammy ways

Ha. Not bad, been blogging for 3 days consecutive I think. This post will be about my crammy weekends. Sian.....

Friday

Went to have dinner with Brian and Miah at bugis. Finally I relinquished my craving for steamboat. Ordered yuan yang hot pot. Both chicken soup broth and tom yam. If you all dunno what the hell is yuan yang, you can go die cos you're probably missing out like the top ten nicest food...... But, I've been in good mood recently, so I'm gonna provide a picture for you to see and fantasize :) 

This is like the nicest picture I can find, and I'm darn lazy to go and crop. So here you go, stop licking your bloody desktop screen.....

After that go sheesha at haji lane. "Leparrrrrrr" (as what B describes it) until probably like 1 plus two? Been quite a while since I met miah, and he's going in NS in june. So he has been asking his friends out everyday. Treasuring your last moments right. Same for me when before I went in also, everytime the day before someones enlist into tekong, we all always had dinner at changi village to eat zi char. Like machiam farewell ceremony. Mine was worse cos we had dec 13, dec 15, jan 7th, jan 8th and jan 9th. And mine was jan 9th. Last day summore. But still had dinner cos there are some rare few who are enlisting in april. After that went back home. 

Sleeping in progress until....................................................

Saturday morning

As you all know it was Vesak day that day. So went to meet up with my grandmother and a relative at some temple. Cos normally I visit another one, so I don't really know what's the name. Paid my respects there and set off to another temple at St Michael's road. It's a sri lankan temple. There's this very huge statue of the 'sleeping buddha' and I always go to pray every year there. Plus, there's an exhibit of the 'si li zi' . Quite crowded there, but the most unexpected thing was to see koreans there. Cos usually there's chinese and sri lankans there only. 

After praying we went off to my grandmother's place to have lunch. Was already super hungry by then, had some beehoon with dumplings. Super nice ah.....as expected from my ah ma's cooking :) Around 6pm like that I went to meet with brian again, bought two cds from 'That CD shop' at The Raffles City at city link there. Bought this Fong Fei Fei Audiophile Voicing CD along with another copy. The quality really damnnnn good ah. Wanted to eat sushi tei first, but that bitch ass brian don't wanna wait for 20 mins. Got so long meh! And you know what he got for his mom not? a $448 dollar spa treatment voucher sia....got 12 + 3 sessions free. You can choose from a variety of massage or spa treatment. Haiy, that's the power of 2nd lieut can....got money to throw. Don wan give me ah.....

9pm that time, went to meet up with Miah, his cousin, Alex, Chong Hu and Damian at butter factory. The music was nice ah. Got beatbox dj somemore. But the crowd was kinda atas ah....Very phony that kind. The girls either dress up till look like OL or they are actually OL. Attracts more of OM/OL i guess. Drank abit and partied till like 4pm. It's like SOC +  IPPT times 15 extra I tell you. Old already ah...even though the crowd even older :))) Miah took alex's car and me, damian, brian took Chong hu's car. Halfway got lost while finding Mudhammad Sultan Road. Stopped beside the taxi to ask for directions though. hahaha...smart choice.... Went to eat Bah Ku Teh near dblo there. Damn shiok I tell you. After that went home straight

Sleeping in progress until...........

Sunday 4.30pm

Pig sia I tell you. Reach home like 5 plus am. Sleep till 4.30pm. Supposed to meet up with my cousin's family to karaoke together with my parents cos mother's day. But that stupid cousin of mine say cannot make it. So I think they planning to go next week or something. Ate a bit and went straight to work. I tell you, today really like got a lot of problems. I got like 4 demag cases....6 top ups...1 sign ups plus one stupid 'card-stuck-in-machine-problem'. When it's busy it'll be super busy, when it's no customer day it's totally no customer. What you want....mood swings is it? Knock off from work at 9.30pm cos of that stupid card in machine problem. Then went to eat and meet julian at 10.30pm at the reservoir. hahah.... I picking up guitar fast ok......Even julian says I'm a guitar god now. Praise me somemore ( julian, just pei he pei he abit ok). Went home at 12am. 

Slacking in progress......anime........until now :) 2.21 am. Stop

This is why everything's worth while

Went back to support TPJC chinese drama SYF competition. They were the first group. I tell you. All i can say is, I'm very proud of you guys :)

Start of the competition :) 甲乙丙丁！！！(celestine, yanfen, roo kiat & rachel)

爸爸 ，姗姗(Xu Tao & Rui Ting) :)

Lin Shang & Joyce :)

律师，警察(jia xiang and wen jie) :)

老婆， 哥哥 （Ee Ting & Pok) :)

Seniors (三代同堂喔！！！）

SYF 2009

SYF 2008

SYF 2007 :)

Done ;)

Happy happy day :)

Morning already made my day happy. If you know wad I mean.  Hahaha....and things look a little bit better :) so now more looking forward to school.  During lunch went to meet up with xuan, yy and jason. Thought they going out it, in the end went yy house there nearby to eat. yy also sian diao. BUT!!! it's ok...cos I got to meet up with them after a damnnnnn long time especially xuan. Went to eat western with them while jason sat there waiting for his friend. Damn long never talk to them until like that le. After lunch jason went off to find ken first and yy went home. So me and xuan went to tp to look for jason. hahah, she also wanted to look for...hahahah...erm. 

After tommy's tut I went off to work. Damn sian for the whole 3 hours. hahahaa....but end up got surprise :)

Thank you :)

Very very short post. Will post genting very very very soon.

This has been bothering me for quite a while. 

 I guess you all haven't been lonely before right. Don't know how it feels like to lose your friends all of a sudden right. Don't know that the feeling can be such a bitch right. I said here and right now. I've never been so disappointed in my life before.

Genting Day 3 (Will be up very very soon)

Genting Day 2 (Will be up very soon)

Genting Day 1 (Will be up soon)

Oh

Oh. And i freaking like this song. Hahahahahahahha

That's why i always say. Fat is the new sexy :)

Wah. Fucking hell think that I'm sad over something or some shit. Ask me to tell u? Jolly well go and fuck off. Oh.......u don't know what u actually did to me right. Ppl leave a nice little fullstop there, u go and take it further and poke the fucking page. Still act as if u fucking care. Don't give me that "I care for you attitude". You really really didn't know how much u affect me till now. Please. Fuck off from my life. 

Fuck off.

Ahead of me lies nothing but the future :)

Well, I'm trying my best to learn this song. But the video below is this very super good guitarist playing the song 'Jeux Interdits'. I'm attempting to play the basic version though. Like the song. Don't ask. 

当我想像我自己连一个成就都没有，心里一直在想我好没用。 连一个能让我自豪的事都没有。 我才发现到自己少了一个叫‘责任感’。没了这些事， 什么都会烦。 我好想有人在度陪我过我的喜怒哀乐，可是少了‘责任感’ 这个字，我也不想在伤害别人。说我多心也好，我还是会有这个烦恼。A‘ 水准都没及格，学业也不是说很好。真的没有一个能让我觉得我已经成长了，能为别人着想。一天没有这个责任感， 多爱那个人我都不可能去给她承诺。我曾经对一个朋友说过 “当你能完完全全顾虑到你的生活，就能证明自己能够顾虑到别人的生活， 并且能够好好的照顾她一辈子”。 就是这个意思。

Anyway, thank you for hearing me out :)

Status Quo

If anybody did notice my disappearance from the 5th till the 8th of May, don't fret. It was just Genting. Was quite a blast and blog posts will be going up soon. Just need to collect, quoted from Diana, " a little pictures". So, if I do procrastinate, blame the internet or something. It's more convenient.

Went to have "a little drink" with J, G, H, S, I & M. Well, you could say it was only me, J and G. I could safely say that my alcohol tolerance level dropped to the pits. Gin tonic, one shot and 2 glasses of wine and I'm out. Not that out, but HIGH and tired. Notice the caps. Cabbed home and slept. 

Before that it was the fund raising event at the country club. It's some golf event where people come to pay for golf and get a shot at trying the hole-in-one. You just have to try driving the ball from destination to that hole in one try and you get a mercedes. Sounds easy right. WRONG! Only a few made it to the greens, nonetheless the hole. 

Well, bottom line is, woke up at 4pm. And feeling all fussy wussy. I could say it's a weird/happy dream. 

Ps: Oh, and I changed the song. Nice eh?

Back

:)

After watching that episode of 康熙来了, really really make me think about _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _.

Afterall, who doesn't want to settle down. But yea, my ideal age would be around 27 or 28. It's still too early to think about this though.

For now, with so much time at hand, I probably figure that what she say might be right. There may come a time when I have to depend on myself. 2 and a half years for my first and 1 and a half years for my second. I would have to take it step by step though. 

At my age, I really think I need to settle down and think of what I should do in the future. Well, one aspect of my life failed, but at least I can further my education now. And I know what I want to do in the future. But there's this time when I was talking to my friend when we were chilling at the reservoir, and he told me there is no loss or it wouldn't hurt if I at least try to apply it once. Well, it's like a dream of mine. It's a big dream. Something that needs a great amount of responsibility. But yea...like he said, if I don't try, I really wouldn't know. 

Volunteer work. anyone?

YEAH

Wednesday, Friday and Saturday was all my training for my job. 4 hours for each training. Then, Sunday was the evaluation. Went well, a few hiccups here and there. Working this wednesday, thursday, friday and sunday. Hope I don't forget anything. 

Anyway, Saturday went out with Eugene, Olivia, Kiat Hwee, Teck Wei and Yong Liang. Super long never see Yong Liang sia. And the rest of the armpits like cannot make it. Kin Lung as usual go missing. The rest I guess they're not free. After my training last Saturday, made my way down to city hall to meet them. Then, we went to changing appetite. The burgers look smaller than the ones I eat, but......FREAKING FULL i tell you. The fries practically pass to teck wei to eat. Must  be the bun I tell you, the bun must be like 150% full of starch. Machiam stick to the Stomach. After dinner we slack a while then me, Olivia and eugene went off to phuture. Damn long never go club. Suddenly feel all weird. Can't drink as much as before too. Met up with Eugene's friend, Shi Sheng (I hope it's correct), he can hold his liquor very well!Plus I tell you, if you ever want to go phuture right. You better bring along one whole team of basketballers. Best is all centre or power forward. Tell you ah, the girls there can squeeze. The guys there even worse. Squeeze until i become molecule. Vibrate on the spot. Ended up walking to zouk. Even though music is house ah. But not bad, because they invite overseas dj i guess. But, the whole point is, very long nv meet up with my peeps. Went home around 5am??

Yong Liang shy ah. Like maiden like that....orh.....

Diao wad diao......

Yong Liang the burger. Erm... I mean yong liang and his burger

Kiat Hwee with his barbarian burger or smth

Classic Photo ok. Can never get this anywhere.

Olivia!

Kiat, Eugene and Olivia

Nb...so serious

Nb...go kee siao

Group Photo!!!!!

Drinks @ phuture. Only one grey goose.

Me!!!!!

Shi Sheng, Eugene and Me

Sorry. My facial expression can be explained if you read the details carefully

Monday

Nua at home all day. Woke up at 7am. Been waking up like that since god knows when. I think because I've been sleeping damn early. Like 9pm like that?? Sometimes even 8pm I think. Around six I went off to my outlet at Bedok Reservoir Rd block 633. The place quite chapalang ah. But I can say inside quite neat. Brief a while on what to take note off and I went to bugis to meet up with Lek and Brian. Congrats to both of you on ur commission ah sirs! Lek was back at air force and brian got posted to BMT. muahahah....adriel good luck man. haha...went to eat at Aijisan. Then, went off to sheesha at Haji lane. Very long never catch up with Lek also. Talk quite abit. But brian like quite shagged. Afterwhich went to toast box for coffee and some bread. Then train back home. 

Money money...where are you.....stupid......